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                  November 
                    2002 Monthly Letter 
                  Dear 
                    Partner In Ministry, 
                  We 
                    are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but 
                    not driven to despair. 
                    2 Corinthians 4:8 
                  During 
                    the UpBuilding Weekends, I usually preach one of three sermons 
                    that I have seen our Lord effectively use over the years. 
                  Each 
                    time He refreshingly turns old water into new wine 
                    for each new congregation of hearers. 
                  As 
                    I was leaving First Presbyterian Church in Santa Paula, a 
                    petite woman named, Sue, gave me this letter, prefaced by 
                    her comment: Your sermon on Staying Up In Down Times 
                    was just for me! 
                  During 
                    the last 18 months I have lost so much: loss of my husband 
                    to death; loss of my only surviving sibling to death; loss 
                    of both of my breasts to cancer; loss of most of the vision 
                    in one eye to muscular degeneration; loss of all my writing 
                    when my computer hard drive died. 
                  I 
                    had chemotherapy and radiation. They caused weight loss, lethargy, 
                    and painful burns. 
                  I 
                    celebrated Easter less than a week after my husband died and 
                    our wedding anniversary a month after his death. Together 
                    with a few friends, his birthday was celebrated without his 
                    physical presence. The same was true for Thanksgiving and 
                    Christmas. 
                  How 
                    can I truly celebrate when my whole world has 
                    crashed around me? 
                  Your 
                    preaching about Pauls trials reassured me of Gods 
                    presence right in the middle of all these circumstances and 
                    gave me renewed comfort, encouragement, and HOPE! 
                  Yes, 
                    I have mourned and grieved; I have cried tears of sorrow, 
                    anger, and frustration. I have hurt physically and emotionally, 
                    but never spiritually. 
                  Verses 
                    10 and 11 (from 2 Corinthians 1:8-11) reminded me of what 
                    I have gained over these last 18 months. I have gained the 
                    faithful prayer support of the members of my church AND a 
                    depth of faith in God that I never would have had if my life 
                    had remained as it was. Do I think the gains outweigh the 
                    losses? 
                  I 
                    would have chosen a different path than the one He chose for 
                    me. But through it all, His faithfulness has given me the 
                    courage to face life with joy in the midst of sorrow; peace 
                    in the midst of chaos, and HOPE in the midst of confusion. 
                    And so, the answer to my question is Yes, I know the 
                    gains outweigh the losses. Thank you, Reverend Rand! 
                  Thank 
                    you, faithful partners, for helping me to upbuild those 
                    who are downtrodden!  
                  Ron 
                    
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